Sunday, October 26, 2008
I couldnt sleep the whole of last night
I was just on my bed thinking about you,darling.Merely only about you and nothing else.
Baby,i really love you. I was glad that you called me this morning to talk things out
All i just ask for is to give me hope so that it's worth my wait till Os end and we can be together.
Things like saying 'everyday i love you more and i hate you more' are examples of making me think there is no chance
His name having a smiley face and mine just my full name,is just making me worried
You know for a fact i am very soft in relationships, i just very emotional over the slightest things.Maybe this is my 2nd genuine relationship that i'm like that. Time after Time,after this bad miscommunication,i always tell myself i still have a shot at being with you. Whether it comes true,i dont know. I'm just afraid to lose you. I might at times say ' Bitch,i hate you,F***,dont text me anymore' but to be honest,i am very hurt deep inside when i say all this cos everyday i love you more and it's very hurtful when i say these things.These words are all uttered out purely cos of anger and frustration.Trust me.it's not i mean what i say. I know you love me too,but baby, all i just ask for to give me hope and be with me forever. I love you,darling.
I'm waiting for you text message.
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